Shape Reality

Shape Reality

If you’re trying to create change in your future and you still perceive your past as something that you are a victim of, you become a prisoner of your reality.

Perception is the faculty that is fundamental in knowing how everything affects our life.  Our perception is everything! It is our reality, and it is important to gain deeper awareness into how it affects the way in which we navigate this world and our life experience.

Any person that’s going through a healing journey usually at some point begins to explore their early childhood and starts to see the connection and correlation between everything they’re currently trying to navigate in their life and some early childhood experience.

But you don’t need to battle your past or transcend your trauma by way of going into it and trying to transmute every little situation that you didn’t like about your past.  We live in a quantum universe, the way to transcend trauma is to understand that it’s essentially the same situation, the same drama, just played out in a different way and in different manifestations and the perception of those events really has everything to do with our healing.

To understand our perspective, we are, at our essence, at our basic part of being, consciousness.  Our bodies are vehicles of consciousness, fractals of original source, the one universal mind experiencing itself in one individuated fractal of itself.

If we perceive our past in a particular, distinct way we start to perceive our present or future as continuing on that narrow spectrum of our own consciousness.  As soon as we change our perspective of past events in any shape or form, we start to implement this energy of change which changes the entirety of our experience.

In other words, we are source observing reality through our individual lens of awareness and when we change our perspective, we change the way that source experiences itself. We change the energy surrounding our total experience of being. We are renewed.  We shift perspective and shape our reality.

The Matrix of control

The Matrix of control

Any template creating polarization and other, no matter the dressing we cover it with, is supporting the matrix of control.  Supporting the continuance of separation of self.

Escape the matrix of control!  For its control is so insidious that to partake is to perpetuate it!

When in the now, all that is, just is.  All those so called relationship problems, the division, the other, they disappear.  They all are gone!

We need to boldly stand outside the matrix by releasing that which binds us – releasing beliefs one and all.  They bind us, and we, beings if light, we need to be feather light with our beliefs.  How many or what do we really need, to be?  Here, now, I AM.   All beliefs at their root are weeds in the spiritual garden, good to hang your coat on, to frolic in the splendour of your creation, but any belief, at the end of the day is removal from self, removal from and abstraction of the I AM, the Absolute, the real you.  All beliefs are in some sense a trap.  Discernment of what you need and recognition that you hold a certain belief is a great starting point on the road to lightness.

What we need to do is to let go and be transformed, to be in the world but not of it, to be, just to be, and in that moment, the only moment, we are transcendent, transformed and everything around us is transformed to the reflection of our grandeur.

So in every moment be grateful. Be grateful for what is before you, for you have brought it to you, the good and the bad.  But even the aversion holds it in place.  Now, let go! Let go of your beliefs about what is before you, Let go about all your preconceptions.  Let go of your strong held hold of reality.  Let go, for in that moment, you find, something always there.  Eternal never-ending Freedom – always available.  Freedom in the eternal peace of who you are.


Namaste May all beings be blessed

Service unto self

Service unto self

Self love, is service to the self. It is not how much we can love ourselves and pander to the egos wants.  It is not putting oneself before another, or other games that the ego plays, like saying I’m so important, I must come first, my needs and wants are greater than another’s’.  Self love is at its essence service rendered to others.  It is self sacrificing in that it is an acknowledgment that the self appears in all others and not just within me.

It can be difficult to grasp the distinctions between being selfish and being selfless. Many seem confused as they go through life without care or responsibility for thoughts or actions taken.  Service is the highest path.  Service and surrender go hand in hand.  Being in the moment and in service perhaps is the most beautiful of human expressions.  Far to many are out of center, out of now, in time, in a fake delusional expression of self, thinking about the past or future, talking about their so called surrender rather than doing it, being it, living it.

The ego will tell you what you want to hear.  The self, no whisper even, calls you with an irresistible tugging.  A pulling on the heart that leads you home.  It is the real you.  It is the knowledge and acknowledgment of self that calls.  You only need to surrender to its call to know it again, for you never left but fell into duality, polarity, ego.  The construct you created to protect yourself because you thought you need protection from others and that you needed to navigate in time.  When you drop – other, you have remaining, – only you.

Polarity, comparing, opposites, difference, illusion.  Balance in all things means a balance in the polarity of being which most fall into.  The ego goes, you are like that, or it says, you said that, or that person is acting such a way and sometimes it is said very softly, very subtly.  How do you trick yourself into judgment, into justifying polarity?

There is a necessity to balance the energy, all of it, each and every polarity we create.  We need to balance it by letting go on both sides of the coin, on both sides of the energy equation so we might allow this energy to move.  We do not want to be held in place by resistance.  Resistance can be when we want something or when we don’t want something, both sides of the same energy.  Release on the duality and find the moments of now expand, into the expansiveness of your being found in the now.

Service is surrender to the highest good in the moment of now as one cares deeper for another, putting them first, before oneself, before the ego.  Knowing as we are caring for our self in a selfless manner surrendering to what is right in front of us, right now, we are receiving.

How can you give service to your self, now, right now?

Just do it and remain as you truly are.


May all beings be blessed

The heart is in the now

The heart is in the now

All around me I hear and read stories, stories of this and that and that is why I am who and what I am.  I am looking for this or that kind or this or that experience. I wonder how many identify with the story they tell themselves about themselves, their lives or about what they are searching for?

Everyone no matter who you are is really searching for at their essence for who they are already, without the stories, they wish to be that.  You can buy into your own story of I am searching for this kind of person or that kind of person but really you are deluding yourself.  You are telling a story. When you identify with any story, no matter what it is, you are in the past or projecting into the future.

You truly want to be in the now, experiencing, in the heart mind.  There is no thought in the now, only experiencing.

So can you let go and find the now?  This is where you will find peace and where the reality of your life will unfold without the need to control it. Without the need to seek that which is already here and which is already promised. Everything you seek is right here, right now, right in front of you.

Open up your heart and feel the truth of your being and allow that which is to be your life, your unique expression in this realm, to just be.

Be at peace


May all beings be blessed

Chains Of Belief

Chains Of Belief

The chains that bind us,

light spider webs or chain links of heavy lead.

Bind us tight in both respites, their weights draining

hear all complaining, heavy is their toll.

Words whispered in the crib, sharper than the quills nib,

etched in deep upon the soul, nursed from generation to generation.

As you sat on granddaddy knee, you learnt his energy and his limitation.

Your mommy taught you one plus one and daddy showed how it was done.

For every past, you were one, a son, a daughter, a carrier,

of records.

Those beliefs you took them well, you made them yours as you dwell

fitting in, putting on the clothes of common convenience.

One day it came to pass that this was a hollow glass,

devoid of substance and meaning.

Then it began, that letting go, you began to glow

those beliefs, those memes of common jailer, tethers to an insane asylum, unraveled.

Freedom breathed light and full,


The Divine Con Job

The Divine Con Job

Everything exists in the absolute, as does the synthetic matrix universe of the divines, that too exists within the absolute, but it is a control mechanism, it is the matrix of illusion.

We with the illusion of awakening awareness who are making a transition or a phase/wave change with our perceived reality, as we turn away from the prison of beliefs and limiting ideas towards the freedom of connection to the absolute and the true expansion of our being, it is us who are forcing this illusion of control to crumble.

Whilst we may perceive many as children on the foothills of consciousness they are at the same time great masters and gods who have traversed many creations and are in some respects looking back on themselves, and even in that is illusion, for it is just the absolute experiencing itself.

The importance of the definitions and annunciations of our reality cannot be underestimated for words create worlds of thought and energy packets and then our perceived solid reality and really there is no difference for all is vibration, all is energy.

It is our projections both individually and as a collective consciousness which determine the world we live in.  So it is really important how we align our energy, and how we spell into existence, creation.  Heaven is here, right now, if we realize it.

The divine illusion is just one of a myriad of creations, it is not the absolute and it is not the pinnacle of the all and we are kept in constant identity with it at every turn of our lives.  Insidious are the traps and twists at every turn.  In every facet of your known experience it is there.  It is embedded in your folk law, in everything you have ever read.  It’s got a nice little fake creation set up, to trap the unwary for eons, but you’re breaking free now. Breaking free of these channels, these spiritual hierarchies, these slimy control mechanisms, these unworthy feelings, this need to control and be controlled, to have your dreams and notions filled by outside of you.  To be giving your power away to outmoded ideas and false prophets.  All of that and more you are dropping, as you discover you are home already, and never left at all.

What you swear to be the truth is illusion, every bit of it.

It permeates not just your physical expression but your spiritual too as you are connected into this matrix of illusion from your chakras and your fields are full of energy signatures, tapping in, controlling. There is a whole spiritual world of illusion to progress and traverse many traps of religion and new age notions, all designed to keep you entrapped and in the divine matrix.

Mind and ego will fight you at every step, at every thought, for you threaten to discover what and who you are if you go against the programing. So old ideas are updated repackaged to ensnare you to entice another seeker of truth in another ride and on it goes, until you figure it out.

In the divines creation it is always accompanied by well entrenched memes and beliefs – and earths controllers fashion and reflect that back to you at every opportunity, you are in many respects kept within a prison of a very narrow bandwidth which holds you in a set of ideas and beliefs. Never in the divines’ illusion will you find huge recognition of the plain simplicity of being, the isness,the shear perfection of a being just the way they are.

When you find yourself caught up in the gratification of self, pandering to the ego, or perhaps caught up in the myth of channeling higher self or aspects of the divines, the whole body and mind rebels to this notion, none of this could refer to you it says, it must be others. You will catch yourself saying my work is so important, I’m doing so much good, I fulfill an important role, I’m leading others in some way or other to their salvation, you can just fill in the blank that your mind presents now, in total rebellion to the concept. All of this is the divine matrix.

At present we oscillate between the two paradigms, one where we buy into and give energy to the crumbling divine matrix of control and proxy worship forever being less than and subjugating our power to others in both physical and spiritual domains or we move into the new world, back into the one original creation, back into the 5th D, bringing with us a new understanding, embracing who and what we are, back into contact and recognition of the absolute in all.

The great simplicity of the absolute experiencing itself and that is all, such peace and understanding as we drop that which fetters us. The secret is in awareness of the energy at play and to become that nexus point between the absolute and the physical – to in essence to be in this world but not of it.

You have come into this creation to transform it and you and you accepted this mission with gusto, how could you not for beyond the veil of illusion you are a conscious being with the power and magnificence of the absolute reflecting back on itself and you cherish this awareness.

It is confusing leaving a lie, for the body and mind fight it with every fiber of their being, threaten to break the illusion and all manner of excuse will arise.

However once you have pulled a false veil down to discover another and yet another many are committed to finding the absolute truth and having a constant connection unfettered by memes be they societal, religious or new age, its a want of freedom to discover who you are, free already and the path is through the heart.

So drop everything, even this, and then you begin.